The constant mental competition within myself
To Stand Out... To be the Best
is taking a toll on me. especially recently
Of course it is a friendly match to spur myself
to nothing but perfection

Stress, can be a good thing sometimes.
Too much thou, is insanity.
It was total craziness this week due to
numerous projects on hand.
I force myself to stay away from work during the weekends.

"Is this what Boss wants, is this up to his expectation?"
Always want to be a step ahead.
I feel happy when my completed projects are being praised.
But sometimes, I feel.. it's not the best, and the Bosses
are just cheering us up, keeping the team morale high.

Am I crazy?