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I'm rather tied up with work and classes recently. Just finished with revenue management course last week, currently attending upselling course after work. Tired is an understatement. I just did back to back shift today. It's gonna be another tough week and it'll take a toll on my health. I need to get over this week quickly. After this, I'll be back to tons of photos. Promise.

Roster for the week:

31 Mar : 7am ~ 3pm; Upselling Course 3pm ~ 7.30pm
01 Apr : 7am ~ 3pm; Upselling Course 3pm ~ 7.30pm
02 Apr : 7am ~ 3pm; Upselling Course 3pm ~ 7.30pm
03 Apr : 7am ~ 3pm; Upselling Course 3pm ~ 7.30pm
04 Apr : Rest
05 Apr : 3pm ~ 11pm
06 Apr : 3pm ~ 11pm
我... 我...




我失声了!

바보 (Unforgettable) - 동방신기(東方神起)

거짓말 모두 거짓말이죠.
시간이 그댈 잊게 한단 말
이별의 아픈 마음은
조금 무뎌졌지만,
그댈 향한 나의 맘
여전히 그대로인데

쉬울 거란 생각 안 했지만,
많은 시간이 흘렀어도
니가 없는 건 낯설기만 해.

아직 사랑하는데,
아직 널 원하는데,
그대 없이 난
괜찮아 질 수 없는걸
미련하게 보여도
이게 나인걸 나조차 몰랐죠.
그대만 그리워하죠.

거짓말 그건 거짓말이죠.
이제는 그댈 잊고 산단 말
내 모습 초라할까 봐.
알량한 자존심에
그저 해본 말 일 뿐
그대를 잊은 적 없죠.

맘에 안든 버릇 떠올리며,
잊어보려고 애를 써도
그 모습마저 그리워지는…

아직 사랑하는데,
아직 널 원하는데,
그대 없이 난
괜찮아 질 수 없는걸
미련하게 보여도
이게 나인걸 나조차 몰랐죠.
그대만 그리워하죠.

난 멈춘 적 없죠.
그댈 사랑하는 맘
한번도 변한 적 없었죠.
아뇨. 점점 커져만 가는
사랑만큼 내 맘도
단지 함께했던 그 시간만,
가만히 멈춰버린걸 oh~

작은 내 품 안에서, 힘들었을 그대를,
보낸 뒤에야 헤아려 볼 수 있는걸
But I love you everyday
늘 그랬듯이 여전히 그대만
(처음처럼)
기다리고 있는 내게
See you once again, my love

(English Translation)
A lie, it's all a lie, those words that time will make me forget you are a lie.
The pain from the seperation has surpressed my heart a little but my feelings for
you are ever the same.

I never thought it'd be easy but
even though a lot of time passes
It's still awkward without you here.

I still love you and I still want you.
I won't ever be okay without you.
Even if I seem attached, this is me, I didn't even know.
You're all I long for.

A lie, that was a like, those words that I've already forgotten you are a lie.
I just said those words because I thought I'd look pathetic and because of my
trifiling pride. I've never once forgotten you.

When I think about a bad habit I've started
I try and forget but
I still you miss you

I still love you and I still want you.
I won't ever be okay without you.
Even if I seem attached, this is me, I didn't even know.
You're all I long for.

I've never stopped loving you. My feelings for you have never changed.
No my heart keeps growing like my love for you.
I just try and keep still the moments when we were happily together.

You had a hard time in my embrace
and it's not until after I've let you go can I think and see clearly.
But I love you everyday
I'm still waiting for you like I've always done
See you once again, my love

Feeling blue

There's always a time when you'll suddenly feel lost and helpless no matter how much you have accomplished, although half the time you feel that you're on the right track. All the frustration/anxiety/worries/uncertainty just makes you wanna breakdown. A little emo?... yes definitely.

Some ways to cheer myself up:
- Eat chocolate (sinful! I know)
- Retail Therapy (I love CDs!!!)
- Watch Variety Show
- Listen to music (can only make it better or worst)
- Cry my heart out (last option...)

Roster

24 Mar : Rest; Revenue Management Course 2pm ~ 6pm
25 Mar : 7am ~ 3pm; Revenue Management Course 2pm ~ 6pm
26 Mar : 7am ~ 3pm
27 Mar : 7am ~ 3pm; Revenue Management Course 2pm ~ 6pm
28 Mar : 7am ~ 3pm; Revenue Management Exam 2pm ~ 4pm
29 Mar : 3pm ~ 11pm
30 Mar : 3pm ~ 11pm

There was class gathering last night. I missed out a few classmates cos I end work only at 11pm. Some had left for the day. Anyhow, it was a crazy and tiring night. Photos with Lin.

Going East Coast cycling later. I better get my butt out of the house soon else yin's going explode. She woke up early to make Sushi for us but me and lin were still in lala land. My bad. I'm cominnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng~!


我的世界开始下雪了... 想念圣诞
Roster for next week:

17 Mar : 7am ~ 3pm
18 Mar : 7am ~ 3pm (credit meeting @ 3.30pm)
19 Mar : 3pm ~ 11pm
20 Mar : 3pm ~ 11pm
21 Mar : 3pm ~ 11pm
22 Mar : 3pm ~ 11pm
23 Mar : Rest

Ah yes, the start of shift work life again. Gotta really take care of my own health. Can't afford to fall sick. I'm still on probation for my new position.

I'm developing rashes on my toe and hands. -___-
I finally watched 'L - Change the world'. He's such a cutie. The actor did a better job this time round with L's weird character. Manage to make the audience laugh every time he does something extraordinary.

We almost end up watching the wrong movie because we walked into the wrong theater. And this couple waste no time in crushing whatever dignity I have left since I led them into wrong cinema hall. My bad. T___T (I'm sure this ms fen will spread the news of my stupidity, might as well publicly announce it first)

Work was very mentally draining today. I did my confidential report last night for about 3 hours plus and manage to crawl into bed only after 2am. Almost the whole of today was editing the report. Very taxing to my brain cells. (Maybe that's why I walk into the wrong theater today) Must buy more sweets tomorrow for work, need the energy.

Xinhui: The song is very nice right. I can listen to just this song the whole day without getting sick of it. Send you when you're online. ^____^
OMG... the IT Show was pack like mad. I went there on Fri and Sat. Yin got herself a nice Creative speaker for her new PC and yesterday I bought 500GB External Hard disk, Western Digital for just hundred over dollars. Cheap! The laptop look so delicious but I resisted from getting one. And alot of people were buying in bulks. Big printers, 32 inch TV. We saw a Sharp Aquos TV for just 600 bucks on their price label and got a big shock. After hovering around that booth, we finally realised it's only 600 bucks if we sign up for some investment plan thingy. -_____-
Trust me... it's not easy managing people. In a split second, you could lose all the confident you once had. I'm actually rather worried of my new role and responsibility thou I haven told anyone before. It's been 2 years since I have done operation, things have changed, some forgotten. Other than doing the usual customer service, I now have an additional role to play as a team leader. And it's freaking hard. How does one command respect whilst at the same time consider the team's pride and feelings. What should I do to ensure everything is in control and runs perfectly, knowing that now the team has a lot of individualist. How must I ensure that I do not flare up, understanding myself well enough that I've got a really bad temper (yes... I admit). Plus, I'm not a morning person and I might get a lot of morning shifts are not helping. But I really hope the team becomes closer and stronger.

When I was confirmed my new position, my boss gave me one word, 'Discipline'. Need I explain what he wants me to accomplish? Vexed! A minor incident happened today at work. Guest was happy about certain stuff, people who should be around are not around. I guess, I could have handled it better in more ways than one. It can be better, it must be better. I'm rather upset now. *sigh* I hate it when things are not perfect, even as minor as losing my temper. Ya, I brood over stuff like that. And it's painful when you have no one to talk to. *cries*

I should hang a label over my forehead, 'I'm still learning, please bear with me.'

Sushi Buffet

I feel fat... It takes alot of courage to say that sentence, cause I'll probably get slap by people around me. But I really feel fat nowadays. My own definition of fat alright.



Anyway, after work yesterday, we head down to Link Hotel at Tiong Bahru area for sushi buffet.



Shit, my fringe is messy. -____-



We had supper at Hong Kong Cafe just around the corner before heading back home. Ruby was actually sitting opp me but she was worried that her face will turn out BIG in the photo so she ran to the back. -______-

Good company but very horny ones. Entertaining night.

Anyone knows how to get rid of dark rings? My panda eyes are super horrible. One day, some china man will cage me in their panda protected captivity center. T___T (~joking~)

Boss gave me a confidential project today. Hee hee hee~ , (**feeling important**). Even the project file is password protected and I saved it in my thumbdrive. Now I gotta bring it everywhere I go. Usually I just stick it into my PC when I start work. Darn... He reminded me umpteen times not to reveal to anyone. So.... *pause*... I can't tell. My mouth is sealed.
How did you spend your weekend? For me, it was quite a number of new experience...

- first time facial @ Bioskin
- first meal at Ichiban Boushin
- first meeting with new faces
- first time seeing my friend bargain with the money changer O.0?!
- first time ktv at Ten Dollar KTV in Chinatown

Time flies when you're having so much fun catching up with friends and such.

Random thots:

- My language(s) communication skills are deteriorating T__T
- I'm not getting enough sleep again
- Cannot be late for work anymore
- Drink more water
- I must sing every other minute (LMAO)
- I <3 <3 <3 harmonizing (but suck at it)

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