Are you happy?

Well, another tear-jerking terminal disease, dying lover movie. Nevertheless, it's a good movie. I cried. Realize I like watching this kinda genre? Makes me wanna appreciate life more. It's not sad-ending in my opinion, it's a touching ending. Watch the video clip, the song lyrics can be found on my 23rd Dec entry.



What's the most precious thing to you? For me, it's memories. Something you can never have again, that's the most valuable.

Few days ago, I met up with my buddies for dinner. Gave them a treat and pamper them a bit. After dinner, we sat down at Mac and had dessert. The same topic that never fail to bring up, money not enough. (thinks: jack neo's movie) Maybe I've been brought up differently. When I was young, I always ask my parents why I dun have grandparents. I remember mommy's reply was always the same. "If you have money, go find them, else they wun even wanna see you." Having this impression in mind, I grew up detesting people who cares about money more than kinship. Sadly, it's hard to find anyone around me who doesn't get tempted by money, myself included. Yes, money's not everything, but without it, you're nothing.

I've heard stories of foreigners childhood days as homeless people, single parent, having the burden to bring back cash as young as junior schoolers. Stuff that doesn't really happen here sine we have such wonderful government who takes good care of the less fortunate. And I look at myself, pampered like shit. I'm really really fortunate to be me. I have almost whatever I want. Yet, I yearn for more. *Sigh* Feel like slapping myself at times. Of course there's nothing wrong with that, since I live in a very much developed country. Materialism is 2nd nature. But I make it a point to give back to society. I might not be doing enough, but at least I'm making a difference to at least 1 kid I'm sponsoring. Just sometimes, I just hope people around me give thanks more than procrastinate. That way, we will be happier right. I hope my friends are happier. As long as we can still sit down and afford a meal at MacDonald, money is enough. Well, whatever happens, I still love everyone. *Smiles*

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Haa... *read my mind : ... I wan a synthesizer* Thanks!

P.S: No, I'm not touching my hard-earn bonus. That goes to the rainy days fund. =)