So I had my monthly credit meeting yesterday. It was really bad, cos the pending accounts are over 60++. Normally we get an average of 20 to 30 of them. Pending accounts means the guest has left the hotel but money has not been paid for. Either lack of black and white supporting or whichever other reason you can think of. So, I had to go thru each account one by one and get whack by the management. It wasn't soo bad until when it was finally over, our credit controller had to make a speech. He was in fact speaking up for me, that it's very unfair for me to be clearing all these shit and stuff, by then I was almost in tears already becos everyone was looking at me like 'poor thing' and stuff. Den our Executive Assistant Manager had to make a follow up speech. I was in fact touched and such. All the frustration and stress that I'm facing, people are actually speaking on my behalf. The last straw came when our Director of Sales who happens to be sitting beside me tried to console me. My tears just roll out. So embarrassing can. Breaking down in front of all the big shots. Even the head office people was around. Damn. Lucky my AFOM saved me with his tissue. Haa.. which guy carries tissue around? It was in a cute recyclable packet btw.

In the evening, something more depressing happen. I felt sooo down for a moment there. Lucky there's a friend beside me. We talked about it, consoled ourselves, look at the bright side, and felt abit better before heading home. I was so tired cos it was around like 2330hrs and I need to travel all the way back home. But I just couldn't sleep on the train. So many thoughts running thru my mind. Such a long day I had.

Today wasn't as bad. Suddenly the sales dept were soo helpful, not that they're not helpful but I guess everyone's got their own stuff to do but they help me cleared alot of work today. Next week will be the CommunicAsia week. Lotsa MICE group, Lotsa Corporate Guest, we're looking at full house for a few days straight with high paying guest. As high as S$500+++ per room night guest?! Yes. The whole town will be full and we're expecting lotsa revenue to come in. It's gonna be busy busy busy. And straight after the convention is over, I'm packing my bag and leaving for a short trip to Bangkok. Yes, I heard it's getting messy and dangerous there. It's an experience still.