I want...

a webcam
a new laptop
a new handphone
a new life

aiming to achieving

license for *****

Shhh... it's a secret for now, until I get it.

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It wasn't such a good day today. It pour cats and dogs while on my way to work. My jeans were soaking wet. *Sob* Worst, it stop raining once I reach the office. *Double Sob* Discovered my table with food stains. So angry. Clean up my table a bit and shift things here and there. Sastisfaction. *Smiles* The day goes by as usual, with time running slowly.

Soon, the month of May is going to end. Soon, the month of June will start. Soon, it'll be our 1 year anniversary. But, that day will never come. Is it because I was pratically living and breathing for him and neglecting everything else? So he was taken away from me, so I can discover a new life, to learn to live independently? Maybe so... but I'm not so brave, I'm not so strong. Why give me such a cruel ending? I wonder what is worst, knowing he dun love you anymore, or knowing he cannot love you anymore? Life is like a game, either you strive and win or crumble and lose. *Sigh*

Can I say I'm getting better? Cause I still miss him dearly...