Work... wat else

Imagine one thousand and one thoughts running through your mind in a day itself. All the 'wat if', 'am i making the right decision'. I'm so drained out. I finally muster all my courage and spoke to my boss about... well, my career advancement. I din exactly get my answer, in fact, after the short conversation, I got more questions. Why did he suggest such things? I think I'm giving him a headache. But doesn't kill to be selfish for a while eh? I'm still not sure whether I'm being plain dumb for giving up very good job opportunities one after another (Sales, Reservation, Finance), positions I can never dream getting in other places judging from my experience now. But, like what my advisor ms fen said, it's my interest that counts right. So I'm sticking to my department. Gosh, I hope I'm right. I can't stop thinking... argh! And the P.M.S isn't helping.