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Super Blue Monday

I probably had the worst time of my life. I also burst one of my blood vessels. One person alone can have so many blardie mistakes. Silly, stupid, nonsensical and repeated mistakes. What makes things worst, nobody seems to be bothered by their quality of work. The messy counter, paperwork everywhere. No organisation. No filing. Just throw everywhere. And when I was trying to sound out the problems I'm facing, nobody bothers to listen and just call me to quit bitching. If that's the case, don't ask me to help when you guys run into trouble. Don't expect me to cover your ass everyday. Nobody appreciates or even understand the things I face everyday. They probably think I'm having an easy life sitting at the back office doing nothing. No one listens when I speak. You all leave me no choice but to shoot emails to my boss. But I still dun see much improvements. Cause nobody cares. Even the AFOM doesnt.

I realise I can't carry everything alone. I asked for help. I passed some paperwork to you, only to find the paperwork back at my in-tray without you informing me. I'm not even asking you to follow up for me, but to distribute the workload to your easy-life duty managers. I'm very upset and disappointed today. My credit meeting is 2 days away and things are not going well for me. At the end, I get the blame, for sitting on things for too long. But I work until so late everyday because there's too many things on hand. I asked you, someone whom I thought would understand why, to help. I had to chase after you for an outcome, there was none. Only a 'can't be bothered', 'don't bug me' attitude. You tell me you all are very stressed at the counter, and I'm suppose to understand. Den can someone stand in my shoe for 1 second and spare a thought for me? You all can only think of asking me where's the water? Where's the stock, only when it's finished!

Do you all expect me to walk alone now that Colin's gone, May's gone. I send an SOS message, I get no response. I'm drowning in my workload. I cannot do this alone. HELP. PLEASE.

In Loving Memory... Chikara

Goodbye my little one. I shall always remember how you love peanuts. How you greet me when I come home from work. Your different sleeping positions to suit Singapore's unpredictable weather. It's been a good 3 years.

May you rest in peace...

Another weekend gone...

Just got home from shopping at marina square. That place is hugh I tell you. Lotsa shops, mango, zara, massimo dutti, topshop, miss selfridge, and so on. Went to the IT show too, the place is packed with people. Saw quite a few items that are beautiful to the eyes. Tempting but no money. Haa, I need to save for my teeth, my travelling and my shopping. Bought another capri from zara, this one was cheaper than the previous capri I tried in zara. Got a shoulder bag for just 29.90. Dirt cheap for that kinda size. New bag to bring to work! I added the charm bracelet from elle too. I also bought new heels. Yeah. Retail therapy helps. Saw a couple of drama vcd I wanna buy and watch at home. Will do that when I get my 5 day MC after extracting my 2nd wisdom tooth. For now, it's back to work tml!

Yesterday night stayed in-house with jufri. Went for supper at Lau Pa Sa with Ashraf, Stephen and their friend. Fun weekend. I'm lovin it.

Feeling Fat...

I've been working so hard nowadays, I'm becoming more fat. That's quite a oxymoron statement. Haa, let me explain. For the last couple of weeks, I start work at 9am, end work at 9 plus, 10 plus, even 11 plus. I work more about 12 hours a day on average. My colleague Cheryl, unlike me, starts work at 12 noon and finish work about the same time as me, we knock off together most of the time. So, most of the evenings, we will go out for dinner before heading back to the office to finish up the pile of work. And because I promise my dad I'll be home for dinner, I have 2 dinners everyday. My dad also makes sure I get breakfast every morning, so no skipping of breakfast here. I either meet fen for lunch or eat with my colleague Cheryl when she comes to work, worst, we lunch in. That's how I get 4 meals a day, not counting the junk food I'm stuffing myself with. I can hardly squeeze into my levis anymore, too bad, nobody will give my levis for my birthday pressie anymore. *sob sob*

Yes, I work like crazy, look at the time. I hardly see my family at all. My mom always try to stay up till I get home, she has a habit of sleeping early, my sister wakes up way earlier than me, sleeps earlier too. Teacher habits. But luckily, I still get to see my dad. Got to know from dad last night that one of my aunt got colon cancer. Just finished her operation. Scary. Cancer seems to be a common illness huh. I should go visit her someday but I always end work so late, the hospital visiting hours are way over by then. I hope she gets well real soon. She's one of the aunt that's not in my blacklist. (Ya, I dun fancy my relatives. Most of them in the list are relatives I din know existed until 'the grandma' passed away.)

Trial Stay on 18th Floor

There's gonna be another trial stay coming this thurs until monday! This time it's at the top floor (18th). Yippie! Hopefully get to stay in the suite room this time. Although the suite room is not big compared to our claymore suites. Well, new stuff just excites me. Drives away all my monday blues.

On a side note, saw my boss today. He came back for some documents. Gonna miss him and he's pampering.

My boss

This entry is meant for fen. Her memory is abit poor and cannot remember how my boss looks like.




Ok... I admit. You can't really see his face at all! Haa... everyone's gonna miss him.