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Super Blue Monday
I probably had the worst time of my life. I also burst one of my blood vessels. One person alone can have so many blardie mistakes. Silly, stupid, nonsensical and repeated mistakes. What makes things worst, nobody seems to be bothered by their quality of work. The messy counter, paperwork everywhere. No organisation. No filing. Just throw everywhere. And when I was trying to sound out the problems I'm facing, nobody bothers to listen and just call me to quit bitching. If that's the case, don't ask me to help when you guys run into trouble. Don't expect me to cover your ass everyday. Nobody appreciates or even understand the things I face everyday. They probably think I'm having an easy life sitting at the back office doing nothing. No one listens when I speak. You all leave me no choice but to shoot emails to my boss. But I still dun see much improvements. Cause nobody cares. Even the AFOM doesnt.
I realise I can't carry everything alone. I asked for help. I passed some paperwork to you, only to find the paperwork back at my in-tray without you informing me. I'm not even asking you to follow up for me, but to distribute the workload to your easy-life duty managers. I'm very upset and disappointed today. My credit meeting is 2 days away and things are not going well for me. At the end, I get the blame, for sitting on things for too long. But I work until so late everyday because there's too many things on hand. I asked you, someone whom I thought would understand why, to help. I had to chase after you for an outcome, there was none. Only a 'can't be bothered', 'don't bug me' attitude. You tell me you all are very stressed at the counter, and I'm suppose to understand. Den can someone stand in my shoe for 1 second and spare a thought for me? You all can only think of asking me where's the water? Where's the stock, only when it's finished!
Do you all expect me to walk alone now that Colin's gone, May's gone. I send an SOS message, I get no response. I'm drowning in my workload. I cannot do this alone. HELP. PLEASE.
I realise I can't carry everything alone. I asked for help. I passed some paperwork to you, only to find the paperwork back at my in-tray without you informing me. I'm not even asking you to follow up for me, but to distribute the workload to your easy-life duty managers. I'm very upset and disappointed today. My credit meeting is 2 days away and things are not going well for me. At the end, I get the blame, for sitting on things for too long. But I work until so late everyday because there's too many things on hand. I asked you, someone whom I thought would understand why, to help. I had to chase after you for an outcome, there was none. Only a 'can't be bothered', 'don't bug me' attitude. You tell me you all are very stressed at the counter, and I'm suppose to understand. Den can someone stand in my shoe for 1 second and spare a thought for me? You all can only think of asking me where's the water? Where's the stock, only when it's finished!
Do you all expect me to walk alone now that Colin's gone, May's gone. I send an SOS message, I get no response. I'm drowning in my workload. I cannot do this alone. HELP. PLEASE.
posted by ping at
March 20, 2006 -
10:43 PM
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