I feel like crap

These few days has been nothing but crap. My boss is leaving for London, May is leaving, I almost cried during work today. I feel so upset. The fustration is at it's peak. All the actors at work. Worst, Jufri is feeling as blue too. And he's not talking about it. I wake up every morning hoping this is all just a nightmare. I cannot imagine life without my boss. I cannot find anymore reason to feel happy, yet time and time again, he never fail to cheer us up. Where else can you find such a nice boss.

Went out with May today to source for my boss' farewell gift. Heard Ginn and Audrey threw the letter too. It's like, everything is breaking into pieces. Maybe some people wouldn't understand why I'm so upset, afterall, people move on, but I guess, only Jufri and some of my colleagues will understand. I'll miss his stupid funny faces, his stupid jokes, his encouragement, his concern.

In the meantime, I'm really blue. Just look at this entry. It makes no sense. I can't think straight. I'll be spending more time at work for now. After he's gone, after May's gone, I'm taking a break off work.