I think I’m losing weight. I haven’t been eating much. I have 2 meals a day. And someone told me I slim down. *sad*. I dun have any appetite to eat lah. And I’m getting gastric recently. I can’t even finish the food during the comm ball. Wasted J’s money. Sorry neh. But it was fun. One of those guy, dunno wat rank or dunno what position he’s in, proposed to his gf that day. So sweet. Someone once told me, people who are more horizontally challenged, or abit on the chubby side, tend to find true love faster and sooner. Man.. I need to grow FAT.

Saturday was a very busy day for me. Work in the morning was busy all the way. Din even get my break. Only eat my lunch after 3pm. Imagine standing at the counter from 7am to 3pm. Finish up my paperwork, hop on a cab and rush home. Bath and prepare for the comm ball. Rush like mad. Thank goodness my hair never drop all over the place at the end of the day. Saw Victor there. *Shocked* Saw Say Peng there. *Super Shocked* Haa… Say peng use to be my supervisor during bqt-ing times. Still so arrogant looking. Hiaz… I actually have tons to write about the food, the music, abt that night, but no mood liao.

Received his call in the morning 5am to be exact on saturday. Din talk much cos I was still half asleep. Was busy the whole day (see above paragraph). Only got to msg him this morning. On my way out of the house, I saw the msg. “Im leaving for brunei tml. For one month.” A MONTH! Totally no mood for work. I so wanted to cry. On the bus, during briefing, at work. By right it shouldn’t make any diff cos I haven’t seen him for long. But it’s just so upsetting. Why muz he let me know right. Half the time I wish he just disappear from my life. Even when my big boss was giving briefing about something really important, my mind went blank. The whole night was horrible. Still feeling horrible.