I am seriously fedup about work. I'm having my off days but I'm still fedup about work. The fact that I had to give up so many things because of work. The irregular working hours. I know all these stuff when I decided to take up this job. I was still willing to give up everything for this job. But now it seems meaningless and stupid. We dun get appreciated at all. We have to make zero mistakes in work else we kenna. We get unreasonable guest and when they complain, we get the blame. Management make a fuss we kena. My off days, make plans to go out with friends, one phone call and that's it. I have to go back and work. Can't say no also. Plans to meet up with friends after work, someone MC, change my shift. Gonez... When my juniors wanna set up Handbell Alumni again I can't commit. My friend ask me go back dancing but I can't commit. My japanese lesson stop because I can't commit. When friends ask me out I can only get back to them when my schedule is out. It's on weekly basis somemore. Sometimes, I dun get to see my mom cause when I'm awake she's out working, when I'm back she's asleep already. I duno why some people can be in this line for so long. The job deprives you of any social life. Now I feel so fedup when people ask me out on weekends and I say I have to work. And now I have alot of midnight shift. I hate midnight shift. It's like standalone. And it's damn tiring. ARGH! I can't even blog about happy things anymore. I actually had a great time today but no... i need to rant about work. I'm almost ready to pack my bags and check out of the hotel!

CIRQUE DE SOLEIL IS COMING TO TOWN. I WANT TO WATCH. IT'S QUIDAM SOMEMORE! MY FAVOURITE. WHO WANNA WATCH WITH ME?