主题曲

回忆的声音 播在夜里
像是一首旋律 多么美丽
那时我很肯定 你是我唯一
眨个眼我们就各分东西
再说我爱你 泪把心占据
却有些甜蜜 让伤心被允许
说过的话语 做过的事情
像歌曲 陪我每个冬季
纪念著我和你相爱这主题
时间早已忘记 分手时候的无情
你给的美好回忆 让我有怀念的勇气

Jufri recently bought a new digicam, Sony T100. And after that, he's been snapping pictures of everyone. We had lunch yesterday at canteen, followed by silly photoshot at our Signature Lounge.


Nurul (GRE), Me (FOA), Hadijah (GRE), Jufri (AM)

5 favourite things in my room:


My TV which acts as my PC Monitor too. Lovin It~! Connects me to the outside world. Interactive or Non-Interactive.


My towel and special bear. Gives me lotsa comfort when I'm down.


iDog and Hi-Fi.


Photos of Islands far far away. In hope to brings me good dreams of them... but not working so far...


My Guardian Angel... Watches over me and cheers me on with that blue balloon.

张栋梁 - 北极星的眼泪 (Polaris' Tears)

"像断了线 消失人海里面
Like a broken piece of string that has disappeared in a sea of people

我的眼终于失去 你的脸
My eyes has finally lost sight of your face

再等一会 奢望流星会出现
Wait a little longer, hoping for the shooting star to appear

愿 如果真的实现
If, wishes really do come true

爱能不能永远
Can love really be forever?

明天 或许来不及变
Tomorrow may be too late for a change

但曾经走过的昨天 越来越远
Our past memories together is drifting away

北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念
Tears from Polaris, unspeakable thoughts

原来我们活在 两个世界
For we live in two separate worlds apart

北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼
Tears of Polaris, your eyes are red from crying

被淋湿的诺言 淹没在心里面
Drenched promises are submerged in my heart

我抬头看着 爱不见
I raise my head and watch our love disappear

当对的人 等不到对的时间
When the right people can't find the right timing

就在放开手的瞬间 爱撕成两边
In the instant when our hands separate, the love that we share is torn in two

整个宇宙都 流眼泪
The whole universe is shedding tears"

快乐的日子去了哪里？

Let's recap...

Monday: Dinner at MOS Burger with fen
Tuesday: Dinner with Jufri, Ella, Azza, Liana at Lido
Wednesday: Dinner with Azza, Liana at MOS/McCafe
Thursday: Dinner at home. Ikan Bilis... yummy.

and the rest of the week...

Friday: Dinner with fen, do eyebrow, late night (window) shopping
Saturday: Mahjong session over at my place with fen, lin, yin
Sunday: Rest at home and catch up with my (very lack of) sleep.

I feel sleepy every waking moment. I'm on MSN all the time.

"原諒把你帶走的雨天
在突然醒來的黑夜發現我終於沒有
再流淚原諒被你帶走的永遠
時鐘就快要走到明天痛會隨著時間好一點

那些日子你會不會捨不得
思念就像關不緊的門空氣裡有幸福的灰塵否則為何閉上眼睛的時候
那麼疼

誰都別說 讓我一個人躲一躲你的承諾
我竟沒懷疑過反反覆覆
要不是當初的溫柔畢竟是我愛的人
我能夠怪你什麼

原諒把你帶走的雨天
在漸漸模糊的窗前每個人最後都要說再見原諒被你帶走的永遠
微笑著容易過一天也許是我已經 老了一點

那些日子你會不會捨不得
思念就像關不緊的門空氣裡有幸福的灰塵否則為何閉上眼睛的時候
又全都想起了

誰都別說 讓我一個人躲一躲你的承諾
我竟然沒懷疑過反反覆覆
要不是當初深深深愛過我試著恨你
卻想起你的笑容

原諒把你帶走的雨天
在突然醒來的黑夜發現我終於沒有
再流淚原諒被你帶走的永遠
時鐘就快要走到明天痛會隨著時間
好一點"

大家最近好吗？我不大好，可是日子还是要过。突然发现眼泪不再流了，唯一的安慰都没了。好累。从来没想过会有要离开的这一天，心痛了很久很久，最近才好一点。多亏于在我身旁培着我，守着我的好朋友。不然，我可能以经。。。

时间慢慢的过，希望有一天可以打从心理快乐起来。

I had a horrible, terrible, brutal dream last night. It's so scary... I could never imagine myself thinking that way. Being rejected by everyone, being ignored, being left all alone. It's horrible. But I know, when I wake up, when that familiar heartache greets me every morning, I have friends who are always available to lend a listening ear. I will grow strong, one day.

Is it time to move on? Should I stay a little longer or should I leave?

On hiatus... till I recover.